Assembled Notes II (Crossing the Street) (2023)
Lady love store the UN is deeply concerned
A beautiful mind 2001 Waterbeds 1971
Due to her role as a gay individual Babies Are A Lie
Terminator Bunny: lucky numbers, velvet, head-first
Rainforest cafe fray cone
Be a born again virgin no more sex on the train
No more sex on the train
Dirt Candy
Ankles are not so serious
7-Eleven sells more slushies in Winnipeg than anywhere else
Manhattan Fruit Exchange swing swing swing swing
There must be other things you can do with a video besides watch it
That fork felt different than other forks
Going through an orange juice phase you can’t park here!
Toy trucks on the sidewalk
Run to want isn’t she
Need to burn my fingerprints off dirt cakes
MARRY ME
OOO LA LA
NNNNN
MELT MY RPG on a screen through a window across the street. Rejoice
0728
Whoa._______ whoa____________ Whoa.___________________
please.____________________________________________
A pin drops GRAND
ABRACADABRA
Humble orange polly pockets curtained van
Angry butter professional tooth contemporary strawberry
Cushion messiah mouth telescope
This is my favorite app: it just tells you what time it is
I loved that sound did you notice it
Some butterflies can’t see red do you believe in television
On Tuesdays I’m in love with you
Simple epicurean philosophy
The inside sex
No use for paganism? Telegram destroyed the cosmos
I keep getting stuck, I don’t know when it’s time to move
Hell Bent. Bland Houses.
Heman womun hater club
Ladies AUX Clam Chowder CANCELLED
Water towers cuddling with cute little hats
Clock tyranny my outside voice ran away from me
And the slushie she suffers is the sound of your toe being square
I mean it. To the nines of clubs.
Bug on the train bug on the train underground bug binky in her mouth zoop zoop zoop zoop zoop
A long long chain of ordinary days. Repeated mundanity. Thank you.
Look before you cross the street. 



Assembled Notes I (On Memory) (November 2022)
Some of the memories in my head are mine so I am definitely part of them but some aren’t mine I’m not sure that means I’m not part of them though maybe we’re part of each other
Drinking Palinka out of a plastic water bottle
An old lady with a long grey ponytail and a black I <3 JESUS baseball cap
People without faces
Engineering fear for controlled exploration of our darkest impulses
I’m a prostitute and a mother
In a galactic cluster of happiness--that doesn’t mean anything don’t pretend it does
All I want is someone to wear my tooth around their neck
It’s all just music, as they say (they don’t, he does)
Do I have to speak to the producer if I want to have sex with you
You’ve played Poptropica right
Be very careful with how you let this time shape you
Listening to Gregorian chant and reading Valerie Solanas on the C train
I didn’t plan for this little mess I’ve made but it is pretty funny
I wonder what Elizabeth I would have thought of Elizabeth II would she have been mad that they weren’t both virgins?
You’re so strange and important to me
Do you pronounce it War Hall or War Hole neither sounds like a place I’d like to go to
Shrimp bicycle like lobster telephone
Come and get your woman pacify her rage
The clicking sound that the typewriter makes on the sidewalk
My tramp stamp is itchy
There’s nothing except what you sense
Do you also hear that ringing?
Why can’t I drive over a bridge without picturing my car going off the side I’m not even depressed just really afraid of drowning
Rejoice! Our times are intolerable
Why do all gay girls text like that
Why would my phone suggest her name when I haven’t said goodnight to her in half a year
Mardi Gras beads from floor to ceiling but they’re heavier than I expected
What do I know about a chair I can’t sit in what if I can imagine sitting in it what if I’m wrong about what it would feel like
Did she cheat on her girlfriend with me
Tickets to the ballet wasn’t a euphemism
Sorry I missed church I was busy practicing witchcraft and becoming a lesbian
Reach into the dark ages to find a sound that is liquid horror
A scar shaped like an upside down exclamation point and her girlfriend speaks Spanish
Men to avoid in art and life:
Venus as a boy venus envy venus in furs breakfast in fur but actually it’s just called object and my venus is in Aries so that’s probably the problem
I wish I could meet myself as a child I wonder what she was like I think I like dolls more than she did but I like weirder ones now or maybe I just think they’re weird because I’m older
I’m embarrassed that I only sort of know who Wes Anderson is
Pretentious is the word of the day
Oh! You’re not depressed?
It’s so random that you’re in my apartment right now
Who’s going to break it to my girlfriend that I lost my gay card
What does it feel like to not know the last time you cried? Wouldn’t it feel nice to cry? Do you wish you could?
Stop saying sorry why are you sorry what do you have to be sorry for
Laying on the floor of the ballet studio in the middle of the night with the little plastic tongs they give you to pick up the sour belts maybe I should buy an energy drink
Creating false memories moving between subjects and objects subjecthood and objecthood can a memory even be true or false? My memory is really bad so I never trust it anyway but I do remember sitting on the mossy boulder on the side of the house at sunset while the kids were all playing being as introspective as I knew how to be at 10 so I think it doesn’t matter if a memory is mine or yours or nobody’s or everybody’s or true or accurate or real it’s alive too